I AM NOT HAPPY
I AM NOT HAPPY
DURING THE DAY WHEN WE ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY HAVE A CLEAR BLUE SKY INSTEAD OF SHIT OVERCAST CLOUD I SEE THE PLANES FLYING AND I JUST FEEL SO FUCKING STATIONARY. LIKE I AM GOING NO WHERE IN MY LIFE, PROGRESSING IN NO WAY SHAPE OF FORM.
TUMBLR IS GOOD BECAUSE I HAVE NO PERSON FROM MY PERSONAL LIFE ON HERE, MEANING I CAN BE HONEST AS FUCK AND NOT WORRY ABOUT THEM JUDGING ME.
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE GET SO WRAPPED UP IN THE THINGS THEY DO WHETHER IT BE WORK OR SOME BRAIN NUMBING FEATURE OF POPULAR CULTURE LIKE A REALITY TELEVISION SHOW.
I WANA BE GOD, I WANT TO BE HAPPY, I WANT PEOPLE TO LOOK UP TO ME, I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN IN MY POSITION WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I WANT TO BE POSITIVE, I WANT TO GET TO A POSITION OF POWER SO I CAN HELP THOSE WHO REALLY NEED IT, LIKE STARVING/ILL CHILDREN
SO MANY FUCKING DISTRACTIONS, SO MANY PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT SHIT THAT JUST DOESNT MATTER. IM NOT IN A UNIQUE POSITION THERE A THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO FEEL THE SAME AND THERE ARE MILLIONS WHO ARE WORSE OFF THAN ME.
I APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE BUT I WANT MORE, I WANT MORE SO I CAN HELP PEOPLE WITH LESS. THERES ENOUGH FOOD ON THIS PLANET TO FEED EVERY MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD 3 TIMES OVER
I FUCKING HATE MONEY!
THIS IS THE KIND OF SHIT THAT GOES THROUGH MY BRAIN ON A REGULAR BASIS WITHIN A 60 SECOND PERIOD, MY HEAD HURTS AND IM TIRED.
Fuck off, stop asking me questions and shit. Really not trying to have conversations with people today. People annoy thee shit out of me, all distracted as fuck. Bunch of fucking spastic robots and shit. fuck out here
The world is full of idiots that just consume, consume and consume. All we do is worry about what other people think, we do is consume and judge.